Mohini

What would you give me
Mohini???

It has been ages,
the angels and the demons
have been fighting 
inside my head

I take whatever i get
A gulp of-poison
and;
A gulp of-elixir

One stern Voyage
from life to death
and
death to life
A pendulum
A swing
that never was quiet
yet never became anything

one second- a demon
another- a god
and they fight again
filling the head with 
barrels of elixir and poison

But i leave it to you now
 feeling sick of immortality sometimes
and feeling sick of dying sometimes
what would you give me???
MOHINI???